Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Blind Faith

Bought beer today made by Magic Hat Brewing Company called....BLIND FAITH. I might need many of those this week! Cheers!!
 
Dana Hunt-Me

Here, I am.

   Have you ever had one of those times in your life that you were here but not here? That is where I am at, I am here but I am not here. The lights are on but nobody is at home syndrome. I could completely walk away from myself, perhaps, like an outer body experience.

   At the end of the week I will release one of my most biggest fears. Everyone tells me it will be just fine. But, it is getting to that "fine" part, that is so hard. I have a life that I will change and I can't make it complicated. I can do this, I will do this, and I am just strong enough. I think I am in a good place and the right set of mind. I am gearing up for my journey to be well prepared, for myself and everyone around me.

   I have had to walk way from myself, so I can get a better view on everything, to see the whole picture of my life and the one that is in front of me.

   I love the mystery of living, you never know what is around every corner of everyday. But, what amazes me the most, is our dreams. I dream in color, I dream big, I have got to a point in my life where reality and dreams are mixing. Have you ever been there? I really can not explain it, it is such a hard thing to do. It's like I have done that but I have not, I have been there, but I have not gone there yet.

   I will have to ground myself soon, come back, and be here, I am just strong enough. Not too strong and not too weak. I think everything will be, well..... just fine.

Egg poop?

   Children often hear what they want to, and it can definitely get interesting.

   Yesterday, I had one of the biggest headaches, which is unlike me, must have been caffeine induced. Anyway, I was standing in the kitchen when my 4-year-old twin son, Logan, walked in. He began bugging me to death, I want this, I want that, as all children his age do. I asked him, "Honey, PLEASE.... go play with your brothers for a little bit, Mommy has a headache." He looked at me very strange and said, "WHAT, you have an egg poop?". Then, the other twin, Lucas, strolled right into the conversation, he quickly says, "Wow, Mom, you pooped an egg!!".

  It really is an ashame to laugh so hard when your head hurts that bad. 

Dana Hunt-Me

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Open Book

My life is an open book for everyone to read, I hope you might gain something from it, and I hope I do to.


Dana Hunt- Me

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Abram

The Call of Abram
Genesis 12:1-3

"The Lord had said to Abram, "Leave your country, your people and your father's household and go to the land I will show you."

2 "I will make you into a great nation and I will bless you; I will make your name great, and you will be a blessing.
3 "I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I will curse; and all peoples on earth will be blessed through you."
     Abram, you are a blessing, you are my heart. Love, Mom.
Dana Hunt-Me

Monday, May 21, 2012

Christian- The Hardest Thing.

  On August 13th 2003, I had my first child. The doctor had told us months ahead that we were having a girl. At 12:12pm, that day, I delivered my son, Christian. Wow, what a surprise, a boy, you could have knocked everyone in the room out with a feather!! Suddenly, Madelynn, turned into, Christian. While I was pregnant with this child I had many dreams that I was having a boy, and I just felt it was a boy. So to some extent, I was not as surprised.

  Three months after my son was born, my Husband left us. He relinquished all of his rights to our son and, Christian, became my full responsibility, which I was very happy and blessed to take on. I never told, Christian, about his real father ( I use the word, Father, loosely). It is now 8 years later. I have since remarried and my Husband, Jeff, adopted, Christian, when he was very young. Christian does not remember this, so for 8 years, he has believed that, Jeff, is his real father.

  In about a week or so, I (we) will have to do the hardest thing I will ever have to do in my life, something I do not want to do. It breaks my heart to pieces, but I always wanted to do what was best for, Christian. I wanted him to have a "normal" life, without all of the stresses of a broken family. And I still want to do what is best for him, it is time that he finds out. I just hope his life stays on course and that he does not hate me for hiding this from him.

  Christian, is my rock and my strength. He has made me understand that I can do anything no matter how hard it might be. He is a blessing, an old soul at heart and he is well beyond his time. I have a feeling, he already knows, I just have to validate the truth. May God be with, Christian, during this time. I love him so much.

Love you,Christian, Mom.

Dana Hunt-Me

Monday, May 14, 2012

A Long Dream

I open my eyes; I can't resist, I think to myself is this world real, does it really exist.
I look around and all I see are shallow people, surrounded in misery, some by choice, some by fate, and some who just saw hate.
I ponder at the sky, a jewel glittering collage; it sometimes plays tricks on me, as though I've seen an endless mirage.
It's a never ending wonderment, it speaks the truth to what this world once condoned, but now is constrained and not even close to being maintained.
I close my eyes in a dire hope of aspiration, and pray to the gods that it was only A LONG DREAM, but to my dismay, it's only been another day.

Written by: Dana (Sienkiewicz) Hunt